MYSTERIOUS LOVE LETTER TO MY FUTURE WIFE

Under this Fig tree my imaginations come to live, thinking and wondering about an image filled with shadows of a lady i plan to make my own, i wonder if you would ever become a reality ? you are just an imprint in my sick mind, all i have is puzzles of your innate beauty, most times i feel like i don't need your touch but when the world rests on my shoulders drowning me , i wish you can cast your hooks and lift me up out of the depths of despair, i wish you are here to share my burden, in moments of silence and desperation i seek you , i seek you between moment of breath and moments of exhale but you are no where to be found, you are but an imagination, its difficult to understand reality cause all i vision is us in lovers embrace, i have kept my self salty so that you won't loose any taste in me, i know you are the sugar that can spice us up, we are such an amazing ingredient of lust, i have starved my taste patiently waiting to savage you, what a sweet smelling insense you are, an ingredient of delusion, i thirst for you, like a million year old vampire seeks for blood.
As i wait in silence my mind plays episodes of breathtaking moments that we both could share, places we would consummate and make sweet passionate memories , the thoughts of you is like the greatest HIGH i already feel above the cloud with the blur image of your soul , i hope by now you must have figured out how passionate i am about love , it makes me so sad to pour out my heart but only to understand you are only a vision i once dreamed of.
Am hoping that the day i finally meet you that it would rain but i guess its not rain but heaven crying because a warrior and a princess have discovered there nakedeness such a seamless illusion of wet souls, then i wonder when we kiss , i guess there will be lightning in the sky breaking the yoke of depression , rejection and loneliness that have lingered between us all this while , i picture you as an ECSTATIC ART, a STATUE OF LIBERTY to my soul, am not an artist i would have sketched what i muster in my mind , you are a sculptured phantasmagorical goddess of beauty blissfully blowing me away into ecstacy but your airy figure bring me to reality of lust , my heart throbs even without seeing you i am been held spell bound by just a bewildered thoughts of shadow, you are like the wind so peaceful, blissful, filled with innocence and charm am already lost in the thoughts of you , please come and free me from this endless loop of lust, like a deep well come and draw me back to reality and hold me in your arms hope they are strong enough to hold me cause am a work of fiction, if you feel what i feel then place your palm under your bossom and feel my heart beat against yours.
#COME SAVE ME CAUSE AM LOST IN THOUGHTS OF WHAT I THINK OF YOU IN MY OWN DEEP CRAZY WORLD.
#I LOVE YOU TILL ETERNITY
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ONE AND ONLY MIXTAPE

AS THE NAME IMPLIES THIS IS THE ONE AND ONLY MIXTAPE THAT HAS EVER BEEN HEARD OR EVER BEEN SEEN ON EARTH , WHICH IS MIXED BY THE ONE AND ONLY APOSTLEEDJ , THIS MIXTAPE HAS THE MOST LIT TRACKS OF 2017 , THE LATEST AND FRESHEST TRACKS , THIS MIXTAPE IS FILLED WITH CREATIVITY AND THE SOUND TO TURN A SAD SOUL TO A HAPPY SOUL . THIS MIXTAPE HAS BEEN RECOMMENDED BY PROFESSIONAL DJ TO LIFT BURDEN AND BRING HAPPINESS , HEAR AND TESTIFY THE INCREDIBLE SCRATCHING , AMAZING EFFECTS AND FEEL ANEW .
RUSH AND BE THE FIRST TO DOWNLOAD / LISTEN TO  WORLD MOST TALKED ABOUT VIRAL MIX .
#FEEL THAT NEW YOU
#FEEL THE LOVE
#PROMOTE GOOD MUSIC
#BEST MOOD CHANGER
                                                   TRACK LIST : 
 01. 2baba - holy_holy
02. Popito - FEMI Ft Ycce, Kayswitch & Rayce
03. Apostleedj sinzuu ft lil yeaice ft Shan - One and Only
04. Wizkid - Sweet_Love
05. Ed Sheeran - Shape Of You
06. Phyno - So Far So Good
07. Viktoh - Body Bad
08. Di'Ja - Wan Chop
09. Wizkid - Daddy Yo (Feat Efya)
10. Chief Obi Ft Olamide - Carry Go
11. Eugy ft Mr Eazi - Body
12. Phyno - Okpeke
13. Skales ft. Burna Boy - Temper (Remix)
14. Tekno - Pana (prod. Krizbeatz)
15. Tekno - BE (prod. Sarz)
16. WizKid-Come-Closer ft.-Drake
17. Wizkid - Opoju
18. Dr SID - We Up
19. Kelly Jamani - Tear Rubber
20. R2Bees-ft-Wizkid - Tonight
21. Runtown - For Life
22. Tekno - Diana
23. Reekado Banks – Problem
24. Burna_Boy-Rock Your Body
25. Davido - IF
26. Iyanya - Hold On
27. Vybz Kartel ft. Wizkid - Wine To The Top (Clean)
28. Wizkid_-_Ghetto_Youth
29. Yemi Alade - Charliee
30. Zoro - Landlady
31. Ceeza Mill - Rotate
32. Seyi_Shay_-_Yolo_Yolo
33. Deejay_Jmasta_X_Phyno_Adim_Bad_A_Minute
34. Away - P-Square
35. Runtown - Mad Over You
36. Mr Eazi - Hollup
37. Lil Yeaice - my baby
38. Tekno - Yawa (prod. Masterkraft)
39. DJ-Spinall-ft.-Olamide-Gimmie-Luv
40. Lil Kesh - No Fake Love
41. Olamide-Love-No-Go-Die-Prod.-Young-Jonn
42. Ycee-Ft.-Maleek-Berry-Juice
43. Falz - Wehdone Sir
44. SKALES-FT-TEKNO-GIVE-ME-LOVE-PRODUCED-BY-SPELLZ
45. Tiwa Savage - All Over
46. Joe El Ft. Olamide - Yamarita
47. Wande Coal - Ballerz
48. NINIOLA - MARADONA
49. P-square – Nobody Ugly
50. Apostleedj sinzuu ft lil yeaice ft Shan - One and Only
                                         
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NOBODY KNOW TOMORROW

You could never understand what God is doing or how He thinks , if you like stay awake all through the night and day trying to understand His thoughts and pattern , you could never understand HIM.
   One thing you should know is that you should never give up on HIM , even when all you could see is misery , put your trust in HIM , He knows you more than you know your self , He knows even the next memory that would be taking place in your life, HE knows everything
Our role on earth has already been determined before the onset of Life , what matters most in this life is FAITH because without faith we can not please God .
      Fight to stay alive because there is something to be grateful for , the most costliest invisible breath given to us free of charge , remember that nobody know it all and nobody could say he already knows what His or her future would be like  , just believe in a better tomorrow , keep working for the betterment of your self and family , remember that with hard times , which create memories and help us to feed our understanding that life is like music , its not constant . 
           According to the bible in  "Ecclesiastes 9:11-12'' 
 One thing i have realized in this world is fast runners do not always win the race  and the brave does not always win the battle , the wise does not always earn a living , intelligent people do not always get rich , and capable people do not always rise to high positions .
Bad luck happens to 'everyone' , you never know when your time is coming , like birds suddenly caught in a trap , like fish caught in a net , we are trapped at some evil moment when we least expect it . 
           #BUT IN ALL THIS TRIALS AND TRIBULATION JUST KNOW THAT AS LONG AS YOU ARE ALIVE AND WORKING TOWARDS A BETTER TOMORROW JUST KNOW THAT ONE DAY YOU ARE GOING TO SMILE IN HIGH DEFINITION.
#KEEP BELIEVING  
#HAVE FAITH IN GOD

MEMORIES LIVES ON

Memories we create is all that matter in life  , moments we are happy , broken , sad , thrilled , afraid , our first love , first kiss , lost moments , crazy moments , moments we are chasing shadows ,passionate moments ,  moment of tribulation , moments of hardship , moment of massive success , but no matter what moment you seem to be passing through just know that it doesn't last , believe in the Lord cause only Him has control over everything , to survive this life you should have a source of motivation , someone , something , because most of the time in life its not always as we plan it that it turns out to be , that shows us that we are not in total control of what goes on around us , and in our life but what keeps us in focus is our believe , your faith is what builds you  , keep that faith alive , fuel it with positivity and just know that each moment you find your self in just know that its just a dream , you can make wishes and it comes to pass but when it dosen't work as you planned just know that in some dreams there are ups and down , and its all about shaping you into who you are supposed to become , we  have different faces , different birthdays , that is how our burdens , success  , happiness , differ , nothing is complete , because human being is born in imperfection , how can an imperfect creature have a perfect life ? , keep believing in your self and always have a medium for fueling your faith , aspiration , goals , achievements .#I BELIEVE IN A HIGHER POWER #BIG DREAMERS ARE BIG WINNERS #never get lost in this imaginative world , just know that home lives in your heart you just have to find it . 

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ONE AND ONLY

A LOVE AFFAIR FILLED WITH PASSIONATE PIECE OF POETRY TO CALM THE SOUL AND FEEL THE LITTLE WARMTH , AND  DANCE OF LOVE. SOUL CAPTIVATING , COULD WIN A LOVERS HEART JUST BY LISTENING , THE GENRE IS R&B & SOUL WITH A LITTLE SPICE OF EVERYTHING JUST TO  SOOTH YOUR EAR , HEART AND SOUL , DOWNLOAD NOW AND FEEL THAT SPARK OF NEW LOVE . POINT YOUR MIND TO A WHOLE NEW DIMENSION 
PRODUCED AND DIRECTED BY THE ONE AND ONLY APOSTLE DJ SINZUU  

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HUMAN DESIRES

"Human desires is like the world of the dead , there is always room for more "
think about this expression above , no matter how much we have achieved in this life we still seek for more , we seek for that new thing , that new car , new house , new cash , new everything , even though we have already achieved what we want but the want and the taste for more never end , i guess that was why Eve lured Adam to eat the forbidden fruit cause even though , they where  given everything they still seek for that which they don't have , knowledge of good and evil from which they brought death upon HUMANITY .
human satisfaction can never be reached until death knocks at our door , this desires is what drive us to roads of many doors . until we learn to be satisfied of the things we have that is when we would know peace , wants and needs  remove the peace of today cause our mind is already set on things far greater , forgetting that we are living in an imaginary world , where nothing is real .
   if you say that the world is real then why is that when we die , we are forgotten , nobody see us on earth , we would become only stories to hearts and ears that cares , where do we go when death visit us , what happens to us when that time comes have we ever thought about that ? .

on the onset of birth we cry out what a wicked world , even though we are born blind but we seen the forces guiding this earth , the bitterness , the horror , , what have we gained from living this miserable life given to us by God , nobody knows what is waiting for them on the other side of death , chasing dreams , chasing a life built in our minds.
have one ever thought that maybe the real life is when we are dead cause when we sleep which is a second death , we visit places we have never been before , sometimes we wake up and we wonder what our dreams have been . we are living a world of fantasy cause all our achievement is from the mind , nobody knows the real truth until his life span expires and what that lies with us is how many souls we have touched and our good deeds .
 what then do we look like when we are gone ,everything we have we leave behind , our clothes , our body ,our houses , cars , mansions , dreams , thoughts , ambition , goals , is lost ,  we struggle everyday thinking about the life we want to live , the places we want to visit , making dreams , ambitions that we don't even know if we can live out , in all my thoughts and findings life is but an imagination , when we are dead that is when reality comes to existence , so thank God for everyday that you have to be awake and do more good than bad cause at the end of this fantasy called life , our good deeds , love , kindness , things that can not be seen by human eyes is what dies with us , and what those things we would be judged with because these things lives within  us .because we are all going to die one day and what you do with everyday of your life determines if you would live eternally .

GOD NEVER FAILS

To all that put there hope in the lord , just know that God would supply your needs , never be dismayed , do not fret , believe that after the night there is morning , after the rain there is sun , do not be rebellious , just know that one day would be a praise day .
#HE CAN DO IT